I wont be leaving house for a while i need to set my affairs into order and also will buy a lot of things forthe next contract!

Week 1

Recovering from mushroom hunt i checked on Dr. Z. He is fine thank god. This may sound stupid but i need to work on my reflexes. Im gonna start doing things that train the mind to act fast , maybe i can find more help online.

Week 2

I got some items i will need to bring on my contracts body armor for sure , a gas mask , more pills thanks to my connection there wasnt big issue with this.I may actualy buy a gun too i somewhat know how to shoot my father loved handguns and brough me with him on the range sometimes , hmm maybe not.

Week 3

I still comute with the clinic though phone whenever they need assistance thing seem to go well i will check with them to see if there is more terminaly ill patients to treat.

i have 2 appointments with patients still doing the hide face deal. Both went well. When i see the smile on my patience after they are noticed they are cured and when i see them weep tears of joy.. it makes everything worth it. Those are normal people they have familys , lovers , kids , some are alone , some are hurt and some are down to their last straw. No matter what i cant stop now i want to defend this lifes. I tried to test out my new power but i cant do it on me. Seem like this time the power i got can be used to protect people. I think this powers are created by emotions of some sort. One of my collagues is a psychologist and a trusted man i will talk with him and take advice from him. Sigh the three of us have been though so much i kinda feel sad not having them with me on this adventure but i dont want to put them in danger.

Week 4

I didnt expect this but i was confronted by my two colleagues and friends Dr. David Abrams and Dr. Grady Jones,Well i spilled the beans and even though they protested they said they will cover for me.I thik i explain to them how harsh the contract can be and instructed them not to do so if they are offered with the chance. I know Dr David wouldnt he has a child coming after all but Dr. Grady was always like the brother i never had it was hard to convience him but its not like a pediatrician can help on a contract right ? Well thats what we settled on , but then again what would a surgeon do.. still here i am.

The time for the contract draws close im thinking of going for a 3 day vacation before that i should arive back a day or two before the time is here if it is the same as last time just in case i will take any tools i need with me. Starting a journal was a good idea i can somewhat keep track of time better and writting and depositing my emotions give me the strength i need to push forward.