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Edward Grimm. Post task, uh, 15? I should keep track.
I've made a mistake. I never should have paid the price to get Aetherwing. I love him but... 3 months, with absolutely no contact with anyone. It's like a prison.
I think this is a prison.
3 months of sertvitude to a creature who doesn't even fucking interact with me beyond telling me to do shit for it. I'm done, I just want to leave. I want to see Kody.
I didn't even take into account what'll happen when.... gods. Kody won't know where I am. I... maybe I've done this enough that he'll understand. Or... what if he gets angry? What if... what if he hates me when I come back? What reason doesn't he have? I've almost gotten myself killed dozens of times, it feels like, and he's been there... but what if now is the time where it finally breaks him, I mean, 3 entire months? He's going to think I'm dead. There's no doubt, none in the slightest. I want to make it clear that I love him, if I ever listen to these again. Gods, I love him, and everything about him, he's perfect.
I'm rambling. I miss him. I have to hang on to my memories now. Of... the outside world. 3 months is a lot of time, I used to think it went by so short, but it's been a few weeks and it already feels like eternity. Is this what prison inmates feel? I've got sympathy.
Kody. If you're out there, I love you.
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