My first contract went awful. I need to get myself in order for my next contract. So I will get a job and get my gear together. I started working at a grocery store, and I needed to figure out a permanent solution for a firearm. I also spent some time training and preparing. I got better gear and I think I can be ready for my next mission. I wish I had the time to talk to someone but my job has taken up so much time. Im kinda worried about my next contract. If its even harder then the last Im not sure what I can do. I'm only human so far. I need to get power, but if they keep screwing me over like that Im not sure if I'll make it. This contract really has shaken me up. But I have hope that I can still reach my goal