I have been looking around a lot more. When something happens that startles other people I do not get startled, even if I should have. I do not like it. It makes me uncomfortable to be so aware, because I usually do not understand what I am perceiving. I feel really jumpy. I almost dropped a light but then I reacted in time to catch it. I was startled by being startled. Barring the irony, it is annoying. I tried talking to Nicholas but he thought I meant a game. This is not a game. That old guy said I had a good fortune but I did not think this is what he meant. I do not like it. I am really tired because I am constantly alert but I cannot sleep restfully because the slightest noise wakes me up. It is really annoying. I hope I get used to it.