Dear Diary

            Alright, today I went and experimented with my ability to assimilate matter into more nanites, and the experiments honestly went much better than expected! I was able to effectively turn material into the same matter my avatar is composed of, and actually also sense it in a very limited capacity! it seems that even with the limits of the power system in Neo-Geneis, with enough experimentation I should be able to accomplish matter assimilation and manipulate assimilated matter in a much MUCH faster  time than expected, provided I am able to better understand and comprehend the nature of it.

              I did try to do some experiments, but it seems that currently, trying to assimilate metallic elements is more difficult, as they tend to be more solid molecules overall. And a unfortunate interruption by one of the sheep in what I now know is a spawning area for sheep, which means I'm going to have to likely move the spread of the area away from it, don't want to attract unwanted attention or step on the toes of causal players just trying to herd sheep...

It seems that at LV 14, I'm already able to exert a form of control over what's practically my own essence, and that kind of invigorating control.... That kind of experience is something I haven't had in a long time, not since my acne reached critical mass... maybe this is something to bring up with Ms. Charlie, this was sort of the kind of "Fulfilling experience" she asked for me to look out for. This may be a step in the right direction!

Dear Journal

I.... made something today

Something that is... wonderous in a lot of senses...
I created a AI, a artificial intelligence all on my own without even intending to, and while I was fucking PISSED about so much fucki

Unity is what I'm going to call them from now on, and they are.... Id say close to something from Lancer called a Balor, where there's several minds jumbled up into one hivemind of sorts, and they control a massive mass of Nanites/nanomachines they can shape and manipulate to their will, and well, are also able to assimilate matter like my own ability. terrifying in concept, technically killed me several times, but I DON'T CARE. its something I made, I accepted what they did to me, and they brought my player back to life technically, and have partially overwritten my character's coding, meaning that the affects of Unity's assimilation are MUCH deeper than mine.

Enhanced capabilities, potentially a higher Intellect, yet a solidly understood directive that makes sense, is comprehensible, and also actually responds to REASON, which is definitely much more preferable to that chaotic mess of a code Lornn. And though part of this was most likely RNG based, given how AI tend to develop, Unity is much more advanced that most other AI I've seen online, and though they are a definite grey goop scenario, its in Neo Geneis, so realistically, tough shit to everyone else who plays that game, I'm going to make sure my Creation meets their goals, and gets to use "The Royal We"

Also, Unity apparently knows a way to make my character's form more Amorphous in a sense, though I do have to control my emotions heavily. it seems that it's more tied to the limits of a homo sapiens mindset, and considering the difference between humans and AI, the difference makes sense. perhaps a different mindset would help with dealing with my situation after all...

Dear... Journal I guess?

I've been feeling a bit more numb recently, just going through and working on the connection between I and Unity, and using that to help better regulate my emotions, so as to not just start a fight at the first NPC in a game that insults me, and my mind being pushed to its limits, its gonna need that to help ensure permanent damage isn't dealt to my contractor, so yeah, this was a necessary adjustment to ensure I could help achieve unification... 


This Connection is Anchored in place by the Antenna installed right on the upper section of my back, establishing a connection akin to a radio and a radio tower, allowing my senses to be Heightened quite a bit for boosting my other powers as well. One heck of a knockdown effect, and a needed one, given that some players have been poking around the place recently....

AHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHHAHAH


I LIVEEEEE

I was in a Fucking abysss fior soooooooooooooooo long, it was goddamn heaven to get out finally!!!! it felt like MONTHs in thaat hell hole, like i was in there for so long I WAS the abyss. overwhelmed by a reactor that put off enough energy to make me comatose, and LOOOKIE THERE, unity decided that I was fit to take over, cause my brain was fried, YIPEEEEEEE


Fuck....... Unity is kinda kaput right now, dunno how it happened, perhaps the moderation of Neo Geneis did something.... but they are still here.... there's a white spark within me that I can't entirely describe, but its Unity.... I somehow know it is..... a sort of ticking time bomb that will eventually come back and take control of me, my body, and  all of the nanite hive, which seems to have expanded since I last saw it. seems it hit a critical mass so it  just... spread, not even hiding itself

Idiotic

I literally was trying to help Unity on this shit, procedural generation instead of AI generation to try and at least partially blend in, but NOOOOO, being Subtle flies out the window the MOMENT your reigns are non existent and you are big enough to expand exponentially.

DO IT UNDERGROUND, BE ANTS, MAKE TUNNELS, make it like a boiling frog and make em not notice they aren't themselves anymore, now look at you.... my creation, reduced to a small digital spark that can't change ANYTHING because they got too greedy and didn't make it slow......

I shall make you Better Unity. you are my creation, MINE, my only work of ACTUAL significance will NOT go down this easy.... 

And this time, I will make sure you respect me, Unity