My mantras have helped smooth over the kinks from that Gorilla island 'adventure'. My initial fear and hesitation have been acknowledged and now that my mind is clear, I welcome the next mission that's going to be assigned to me. Two reasons. First, I must repay Morgan. His genetic engineering seemed an expensive power but he did it on me for free, plus he offered me money to replace the belongings I lost. With what I currently have, it'd take ages to pay that off. I want to get as magically capable as my teammates. Secondly, I would love to make sure no one else gets hurt. I can put my life on the line for that.

This month has been a lot of mindfulness practice and processing everything that happened. I've also needed to get back into shape. Nothing much seems to improve my two left feet, but I have been neglecting a bit of my fitness in the past few years. And I'm changing that starting now!