I'm learning to expose it more.  Or at least, in a more controlled way!

It just.. it wants to come out, really.  And it's a force of good.  Of life, of healing.  And If I focus a bit,if I guide it... it can heal people.

It was pretty badly injured after the fight, and so were all of my teammates.  One of them had a broken back.

And I healed it all!

Or at least, the Light did.

And it was amazing.  Glorious.

The light came out, and it knitted bone and flesh and blood, putting them back together.  And with that, everything got better.

And also, it means I know how to help people.  But it's also exhausting, so... I need to make sure I don't burn myself out doing it, right? 

What else can I do?

I don't know.   I do know I have to keep going, though.  Keep trying to save people.  And make the world better.

I mean, what else is there to say? 

It's been a pretty normal month, and that means there's never enough sleep.  The foodbank is doing well, and I'm doing a fundraising drive for it next weekend, too.  I'm practising my guitar a little some, too.  Maybe I'm going to join a band at school!  I'm not good at it, but it's fun!  And I'm making more friends at it, and that's always a good thing!

I've been doing my best to keep the darkness back around my neighbourhood, and... well, I think that's working some.  Everyone seems happier, and everything just seems a little brighter.  No broken windows, either.  That's important! Everyone has to take pride in their life, and.. well, I think we're doing okay with that.

Everything is going to be okay.

But sometimes, it needs a little bit of help to get there.  And I can give that. 

I hope.

It's funny, really.  What doing these quests for my Queen clarifies.   And what it confuses.

I've been thinking about what I've been focusing on since it all started. It feels like only yesterday, but I guess it's already been a few months.  And what I've found is violence tends to not be the right answer.  Talking to people works, typically.  Making them feel heard, making them feel wanted.  That obviously wouldn't work on the last contract, but... well, I think every time there's other people better at violence than me.  But they're no good at talking.  So that's what I've been practising.  I've always been good at it - it comes naturally to me - but I've been working on it more.  Someone told me I have a radiant light.  I like that.  That it can blind people in a pinch.  Well.  I hope it doesn't come to that, but I like that too.