Vita and I are back in South America, trekking through the untamed wilderness, our banter as lively as ever. Amid a mild argument over our next route, Vita tripped unexpectedly on a hidden root. In that split second, she found herself face-to-face with a venomous snake, its fangs glistening as it poised for a strike. Just as the bite seemed imminent, a portal of shadowy energy burst forth from Vita, and out stepped a towering, goat-headed figure we now call Azazal. Without a word, he lunged, destroying the snake in one swift, decisive motion.
The silence that followed was heavy with confusion. Vita, ever the adventurer with a flair for the dramatic, laughed with relief and immediately introduced our new companion into the fold. IāBaphaāremained more cautious, still questioning whether such an occurrence was normal for her. Azazal offered no words in return, his presence speaking volumes. In that moment, despite the chaos and mystery swirling around us, he became an undeniable part of our little family. Vitaās unabashed affection for him warmed the moment, while I resolved to keep a closer eye on the unpredictable forces that seem to follow her wherever we wander.
After the chaos in Germany and the bizarre events of time-traveling contracts, Bapha, the gang, and I finally found a moment of reprieve deep in the South American wilderness. Amid the lush foliage and soft murmur of distant waterfalls, we set up camp in a clearing that radiated calm. While Bapha and the others busied themselves gathering firewood and scouting the area, I wandered off for a breath of solitude.
In a quiet glen, my eyes caught the gleam of something silver nestled among the ferns. Drawn to its allure, I reached down and discovered a delicate earring with intricate dragon motifs. As soon as it brushed against my skin, it transformedācurling gracefully around my ear and unfurling into a small, silver dragon. I instantly named him Zephyros. With a subtle shiver of magic, Zephyros wrapped around my arm, releasing playful, icy blasts that shimmered in the light.
Bapha and the rest of the gang soon joined me, their faces lighting up in amazement. In that magical moment, Zephyros wasnāt just an artifact or a weaponāhe became a friend and a promise of fiery precision in our next wild adventure.
I didnāt know what I expected from a "checkup,"
but it wasnāt that.
I watched her move.
My double.
She was fast. Sharp. Cold.
It wasnāt the violence that hurt.
It was how easy it would have been... to become her.
A version of me with no soul behind her eyes.
A Vita that forgot why she fights, why she travels, why she loves.
I didnāt hesitate.
Maybe thatās what scared me most.
One clean strike.
One less nightmare walking the world.
I buried her face down in the woods after the others fell.
No prayers. No regrets.
I left a piece of myself there, though ā
the piece that wonders if someday someone will do the same for me.
Iām still moving forward.
Still free.
But for the first time in a long time...
Iām scared of my own shadow.
Memo: Never trust anything that bleeds and still looks like you.
We show up thinking it's shots and lollipops.
Instead? Cloneageddon.
I knew something was wrong the minute Vita's blood hit the floor.
Call it cat gut instinct.
Next thing you know, weāre stalking ourselves through a knockoff Nevada town.
Saw my own reflection aiming a gun at my Vita.
Not today, cheap knockoff.
We caught them before they slipped away ā
just long enough to crack skulls, burn bridges, and break a few expensive-looking windows.
I won't lie:
Killing a fake version of Vita?
It hit harder than I thought it would.
Watching her bury her double without a word?
Hit harder than that.
I cracked jokes.
Told her itās over.
Told myself that too.
But when she looked back at that shallow grave,
I could see it in her eyes:
The worst monsters we fight arenāt the ones we meet.
They're the ones we could have become.
Back on land. Sand still in my shoes. Still canāt believe I had to smuggle a cell phone and love note across the spectral Atlantic like a mystical mail rat. Captain Soup Ladle got his phone. Great. Now Iām supposed to rest? Hah. Sure.
Spent the next few days eating questionable fish tacos and trying to scrub haunted fog out of my hoodie. Baphaās been twitchier than usual. Keeps muttering about āthe fog having eyesā and how Caseyās āenergy is suspiciously soft.ā Heās probably just mad the ghost ferry didnāt have snacks.
Iām processing the whole ānine identical salty sailorsā situation. Imagine having eight people cosplaying you badly, all trying to steal your phone and lie about soup. I barely trust one version of myself. Canāt imagine a full crew.
Iāve started leaving offerings in my backpack again. Fey vibes are buzzing ever since Caseyās thing ā pretty sure Iāve got another woodland gift inbound soon. Baphaās convinced itāll be cursed. Iām hoping itās a knife.
Alsoāside noteāPaige can punch like a cannonball and Marcielle is asking all the deep questions. I like them. Might keep them around. Or stalk them. (Respectfully.)
Anyway, still no sign of that weird finch. But if Casey sends another "urgent package," I swear Iām charging courier rates next time.
And next time? Iām bringing soup. No haunted ship should be allowed to have better food than me.
ā Vita š & Bapha š¾
The island still lingers in my dreams.
Not the blood, not the monsters ā but the way the ocean swallowed the screams.
I watch the sunrise now with different eyes. Maybe a little less innocent, a little more sure.
We got away, but I know we left something behind.
Not guilt. Not fear.
Maybe just proof that even in the worst places, we can choose who we are.
I spent the next few days patching my gear, counting rations, stealing moments to sketch Baphaās annoyed face.
He calls me reckless.
I call it living.
The coin's memory itches at me. Not in fear ā in warning.
Some things are meant to stay buried.
Iāll keep moving forward. I have to.
Thereās too many creatures left to save, too many wrongs left to right, to let old ghosts slow me down.
Still breathing. Still dreaming. Still free.
Memo to self:
When your mute human jumps on a cursed helicopter to a cursed island full of cursed meat-puppets worshipping cursed sea worms...
Maybe stop her next time.
Or don't. I guess that's the gig now. Babysitting a half-feral cryptid whisperer.
Honestly? Vita did good. She didnāt get eaten, zombified, or sacrificed to the aquatic spaghetti monster.
Gold star for my idiot.
Now weāre laying low somewhere that smells like rotten mangoes. Vitaās pretending not to limp. Iām pretending not to worry.
She keeps drawing weird monsters in her notebook ā some weāve met, some I swear she made up. Probably prepping for the next suicidal mission.
At this rate, Iām gonna need a second tail just to wag sarcastically at all the danger signs she ignores.
Still... wouldn't trade her for anything.
Not even a portal home.
End entry. Bapha out. Whereās my tuna?