It's been about a week since I was in South Africa. I had extended an invitation to both McKenna and Zain to try to help with there issues with each other. McKenna came to see me, but no word from Zain. She wouldn't speak of the issue between the two, but seemed quite interested in trying to better herself. McKenna came to my office and we talked about reacquiring nightmares that she had. It took some time but we were able to get to the root of the issue. I told her it would take some time, but if she stayed in contact I was confident that we could resolve the nightmares and she would no longer be burdened with those memories.

   I had my own issues to deal with after that "job". It was new for me and a harrowing experience. I didn't believe that those things could exist outside of movies or books. I called Alana to try to regain some normalcy in my life. I'm glad to hear that she's doing well at work, and that her pregnancy is going well. Only two more months than the baby will be here. I won't lie, I'm a little jealous that Greg and I never got the chance for children. Don't get me wrong I AM really happy for them. She's my best friend and rock, but sometimes I wonder what could've been. Anyway, that's not important right now. I guess I'll have to see myself to resolve some issues. LOL.