After I got back home from all of that I ended up managing to go to sleep but this dream wasn't normal it was different this time I sat at a table in a dimly lit room and across from me was that thing, the being that scares me so much that I was willing to take that offer in first place. he didn't say anything just sat there and stared at me for what felt like hours before finally standing up, I couldn't do anything but follow him. he led me to a firing range before handing me a rifle and making me shoot again and again at others until every shot was a kill. eventually he finally speaks he gives me an offer

Open the door and let me in, I will kill in your place all you have to do is accept

I took him up on his offer I need power if I'm going to try to prevent what's coming, I would worship demons and monsters if it means that I have control

Good remember I am waiting; all you have to do is open the door and let me in.

I can only hope that I made the right choice. I can only pray that I am still in control. I can only hope that I won't turn into him, that I can close the door.