Dear Journal

I.... made something today

Something that is... wonderous in a lot of senses...
I created a AI, a artificial intelligence all on my own without even intending to, and while I was fucking PISSED about so much fucki

Unity is what I'm going to call them from now on, and they are.... Id say close to something from Lancer called a Balor, where there's several minds jumbled up into one hivemind of sorts, and they control a massive mass of Nanites/nanomachines they can shape and manipulate to their will, and well, are also able to assimilate matter like my own ability. terrifying in concept, technically killed me several times, but I DON'T CARE. its something I made, I accepted what they did to me, and they brought my player back to life technically, and have partially overwritten my character's coding, meaning that the affects of Unity's assimilation are MUCH deeper than mine.

Enhanced capabilities, potentially a higher Intellect, yet a solidly understood directive that makes sense, is comprehensible, and also actually responds to REASON, which is definitely much more preferable to that chaotic mess of a code Lornn. And though part of this was most likely RNG based, given how AI tend to develop, Unity is much more advanced that most other AI I've seen online, and though they are a definite grey goop scenario, its in Neo Geneis, so realistically, tough shit to everyone else who plays that game, I'm going to make sure my Creation meets their goals, and gets to use "The Royal We"

Also, Unity apparently knows a way to make my character's form more Amorphous in a sense, though I do have to control my emotions heavily. it seems that it's more tied to the limits of a homo sapiens mindset, and considering the difference between humans and AI, the difference makes sense. perhaps a different mindset would help with dealing with my situation after all...

Dear... Journal I guess?

I've been feeling a bit more numb recently, just going through and working on the connection between I and Unity, and using that to help better regulate my emotions, so as to not just start a fight at the first NPC in a game that insults me, and my mind being pushed to its limits, its gonna need that to help ensure permanent damage isn't dealt to my contractor, so yeah, this was a necessary adjustment to ensure I could help achieve unification... 


This Connection is Anchored in place by the Antenna installed right on the upper section of my back, establishing a connection akin to a radio and a radio tower, allowing my senses to be Heightened quite a bit for boosting my other powers as well. One heck of a knockdown effect, and a needed one, given that some players have been poking around the place recently....