So.
I haven't been able to sleep for more then a short time
I haven't felt like eating or thirsty.
and the doctor insists its not possible to go without sleep for as long as I have.
so something definitely has changed.

but that was before my last adventure
since then when my friends take me drinking I don't even get a buzz

I'm definitely getting some kind of abilities from these contracts
but it's hard to figure out what's happening.

[A week later]

Despite feeling exhausted constantly.
I really dont seem to need anything.
I can even hold my breath... basically forever??? don't even get light headed.
I thought I'd get something cool like the ability to shoot fireballs or turn my friend into a rabbit. 
this is strange. and it's really frustrating to try to figure out.

These Contracts feel very dangerous I cant help but wonder why they want me.

AIGHT so get this. I cut myself the other day and I dont mean like a tiny paper cut.
I mean with a  BOX CUTTER it was really painful and there was blood everywhere D:
it seemed to stop bleeding really quick though.
and not even a couple hours later it was like it was completely healed.... I'm starting to question whether it even happened at all.
but the pain was so real.
that last contract was really scary, I keep feeling like someone is following me even in my own home.
it doesn't help that someone is clearly trying to smear my name and seems to be out to get me.
it's starting to really stress me out. these contracts have made me feel the healthiest I ever have been. and I obviously don't need anything anymore.
saves SO MUCH MONEY not needing to eat lol.
and I have so much more free time not needing to sleep >:3

So I been really into warframe for the last several days.
originally when I played the game it seemed like just a grindfest.
now there's so much content I feel almost overwhelmed on what to do.
but more importantly I never noticed there was a story before and now that I have it has me enraptured!
a character that has been with the players for over 10 years of the game goes full traitor.
a single story mission takes 8 hours to complete and is pure movie magic.
we get to cast magic like its a gun o-o
grinding out mastery is mind numbing when you try to rush it.
it turns out its VERY easy to just craft a metric fuck ton of weapons you have never even tried.
THERES A PREGNANT FRAME WTF IS THAT ABOUT!?
they made up a 90s boyband.
they use AIM and call it texting which makes me laugh cause it was called IMing back then. :P

I look in the mirror and look really good. like I cant even find something I don't like to look at anymore.
this guy whos been really working hard to damage my rep online has basically made me internet famous its crazy tens of thousands of people have been coming to my defense and I don't know why.
I don't even need to work anymore cause it seems like every week there's another go-fund-me where people just send me money it's crazy.

I'm not tired anymore.
I haven't slept in half a year.
I haven't needed food since I cant remember when.
I can basically hold my breath forever.
everyone fucking loves me with basically no effort on my part.
I don't even need makeup to look great anymore

not to sound dark but.
nothing even hurts me anymore. I have pretty severely cut myself on purpose and it healed right up in a just a few hours.
I don't know just how far this healing can go and don't really want to test it further but it's crazy.
something that I used to be afraid would break a bone heals in just a moment now.

Zoe Hall’s perfect Tuesday in Ann Arbor, Michigan, begins with a refreshing morning jog through the Nichols Arboretum, her healing factor allowing her to push her limits without fatigue or soreness. Afterward, she grabs a chai latte and avocado toast from a cozy café on State Street, enjoying the crisp fall air. Her first class of the day, a creative writing seminar, sparks her imagination, and she spends the break between classes journaling under a tree on the Diag, soaking in the vibrant campus energy.

At noon, Zoe meets her friends for lunch at a local vegan spot, where they laugh and debate over their favorite books and TV shows. Her healing factor ensures she never has to worry about skipping meals or feeling sluggish, so she’s always energized for the day ahead. In the afternoon, she attends a biology lab, where her regenerative abilities make her a fascinating subject of study (though she keeps her secret carefully guarded). After class, she volunteers at a community garden, using her boundless energy to help plant and tend to the crops.

As the sun sets, Zoe heads to a yoga class downtown, where her healing factor allows her to perfect even the most challenging poses. She ends her day with a cozy dinner at home, cooking a hearty meal with her roommates while they share stories and plan their weekend adventures. Before bed, she video calls her family, catching up on their lives and sharing her own. As she drifts off to sleep, Zoe feels grateful for her unique abilities, her supportive community, and the simple joys of a perfect Tuesday in Ann Arbor