Mr. Dark and mysterious said I would receive magical powers.
I haven't seen him since the whole russia thing.
I'm starting to think I've been duped.
Meanwhile that whole terrible ordeal is taking a tole on me.
I have been struggling to sleep.
I dont feel like eating or drinking ANYTHING 
I have been forcing myself to eat cause I know it cant be good.
I feel so tired but just cant seem to sleep.
Why did I ever do something so absolutely crazy!?

PS It's been a week now and I still dont feel like eating or sleeping at all.
I cant rule out trauma but I visited my Doctor and she didnt believe me.
she says im in way to good of health to be losing an entire week's worth of sleep.
it's strange.

PSS It's been two weeks now, I still haven't slept a wink and when I told my doctor she laughed.
apparently I'd be dead right now if I really wasnt getting sleep, she said she can tell im definitely not sleeping enough but it's impossible for me to not be sleeping after this much time.

maybe it really is magical?

So.
I haven't been able to sleep for more then a short time
I haven't felt like eating or thirsty.
and the doctor insists its not possible to go without sleep for as long as I have.
so something definitely has changed.

but that was before my last adventure
since then when my friends take me drinking I don't even get a buzz

I'm definitely getting some kind of abilities from these contracts
but it's hard to figure out what's happening.

[A week later]

Despite feeling exhausted constantly.
I really dont seem to need anything.
I can even hold my breath... basically forever??? don't even get light headed.
I thought I'd get something cool like the ability to shoot fireballs or turn my friend into a rabbit. 
this is strange. and it's really frustrating to try to figure out.

These Contracts feel very dangerous I cant help but wonder why they want me.