Logbook entry 4

                While waiting for my next "gift", as its so called, I started to practice sneaking around, becoming "one with the shadow" or something edgy like that..... Maybe I should try playing D&D again someday, or take a vacation soon. anyways, I got another package in the mail, a sort of cross with multiple lines across it as a sort of interesting design. it was small enough to fit on the choker, and after i stuck it on the V.S.C, it stuck to it like a neodymium magnet, and fused with it. the cross stayed as a marking on the choker, but the entire choker felt way more sturdy, like almost nothing could destroy it... well, the cross is a good start, but I should probably practice on my stealth as well, as I need to ensure that if things get too bad, i can escape safely, and sneak around, maybe I could use the stealth to help me find out about my past, who knows, people may not want me to find out about my past, but i still want to figure out why i can do so many things to the level a professional can, and how i can learn things so quickly. Lightning still freaks me out, but I'm getting better at dealing with supernatural stuff, and the experience is fascinating as well. i have a lot more searching to do. 

Addendum

It really feels like sometimes I ramble a lot in these entries....... maybe that was programmed into me for all I know. Regardless, Ill need to keep moving forward and see where this new grasp on my reality takes me. And who knows? maybe the other contractors I saw in those first few "games" are like me as well!