Queen Shimizu Tsukihi the 1st's Questionnaire

I live in Kyoto japan, my family has always lived in kyoto since it was the capital of the country. I live there because my parents and family live there, because my limited friend group is there. I can't exactly move out yet, I am only 16 maybe when I go to university. For now however I will remain here until then. Besides I am happy for the most part, and have more resources here at home. My house is a traditional japanese mansion complex with some modernisations like electricity, internet and plubming. We have a private onsen, we use often. My bedroom is simple, the vr gear I play neo-genis with, a closet and a western style double bed in the corner.

I get an allowance from my parents into my bank account that I can use as I wish. I spend it on outtings with my friends, family stuff like birthdays etc. I also buy supplies for studying. Buying clothes, shoes, make up and whatever's left over I use for light novels, manga and video games, anime figures.  Most other living expenses are covered by our parents. so there is no need to worry about those. I also spend it on sweets, treats, and drinks for my gaming sessions. and finally I spend on ingame cash shops and gacha. Yeah I know that's a bit of a waste but it's fun to play them so it's hard to not do so. Something about them is just so addictive. I am by no means a whale but I'm a bit of a hybrid. 

I want to be a great sage, and explore the game of neo-genis, it is what is fun to me. The world is vast and filled with so much to do and see. Not to mention how beautiful it is. Honestly can't believe it's just vrmmorpg. I enjoy that I can be someone I am not, and make the pretty numbers go brrr. and do beeg damage. heehee, so much fun wailing on monsters and earning loot. I sometimes wish that I may end up isekaid as my character into the world, that i love so much. I have only been playing for a while and I can't wait to see what the devs have in store for us. Maybe new events, meeting new people, new clothes and food. games especially vr games are creating new and unique trends in real life. 

Miyako Rin, Tanaka Aki and Hayase Mikasa. The three girls who took it upon themselves to tutor me alongside my mother. I am so thankful for them being my friends and not treating me different from the other girls, despite my predicament. 

Rin is a kuudere, tall, long black hair glasses, neat and proper. brown eyes. Beautiful in her own right. Sometimes gives off a princely aura.  

Aki is a Genki Gyaru she's the one who helped the most with fashion and make up, she's blonde and blue eyed half japanese. An absolute ray of sunshine with her beaming smiles.  

Mikasa, is an athletic himedere. Honestly it even borders on tsundere territory. But she helped me with ettiquette, comportment and posture. Even helped with writting in cursive and other girl power elements that Aki didn't cover. 

we would go out a lot shopping, karaoke, crepes and eating at fast food restraunts. I am definantly closer to Aki than Rin or mikasa.

My childhood was fine right up until high school, for the most part the only issues i encountered was frequent misgendering. All my sisters pestering me to model girls clothes for them. But those were minor things in the long run and it was nice to see my sisters smile. in school I didn't really fit in with the boys, and it wasn't until later in life that I understood why that was. It was sad if I am being honest. And that continued until high school where I met my best friends and my crush. They helped me fit in, in a situation not of my own making. I don't know what i would have done, had things turned out differently. I am truly glad for those three girls. They accepted me, taught me, aided me, protected me from the less savoury individuals. Like those guys who hit on girls in the middle of the street, or at the mall. 

If I had to say, I at the very least have feelings for all my friends Aki being first and Rin when she exudes that princely aura of her's. If I could just hold onto all of them, maybe i wouldn't have to hurt any of them. of course if i were to date all of them I would be upfront in my wish. If they reject me or don't like sharing that is fine as well. I would like to bring them with me, on an isekai. But I want them to stay my friends more than anything, even this unrequited crush wouldn't cause me to risk it.

Well I get up take off my pj's and put them in the wash basket, I then proceed to wash up, I carefully apply my makeup, brush my hair, and put on my saifuku school uniform. I Have breakfast usually cereal and then head off to high school, once school is out I return home and log in to neo-genis and start to grind and do games. Though the last two have been major pains in my butt and honestly I am wondering if there is any quality control with it at all. Still once that is over I hang around my hub, my ingame home and interact with my npcs. This is the flow of my schedule every day. I just wish my avatar wasn't ruined by my temporary tenant, Rina. or that I was killed by that stupid npc pretending to be human, trying to act all morally superior.

Oh that is simple enough, I first go in the shower, and then relax in the bath. Brush my teeth. I then put on my best clothes and put on my make up and hair. once I am done I put on my accessories and order a taxi (im just 16 unfortunately) to get to my event or if it's a family gathering go with my parent's and sisters.  over all it would probably take me an hour or two to get ready.  I am honestly abridging a lot of what I actually do because it's not neccasary info in neo-genis but I would more or less do the same in game too though replace taxi with noble carriage and looking up information on attendees, and hosts. honestly that amps up the time to a week, for various reasons.  So there you have it my dressing habits for formal occasions.

well I would have to prepare a large ballroom, organise the party food, and organise the guestlist and find the best outfit and accessories. being a noble is such hard work, sigh. well that's all for neo-genis. for the real world i would invite close family, and my best friends to dinner at a restruant. or if i was in the mood for something less glamourous, I would invite my friends to my home and we can order take out for everyone and have a sleepover party. I believe that would be fun and maybe I'd be able to make my friends happy. 

Honestly not a lot that I regret, maybe being blind to my feelings for a long time and having to have others point it out.  other than that, I really regret not having seen some of the crazy events in neo-genis. I regret not being able to help my citizens as much as i really want to, I regret maze taking those bunnies cause I think I just introduced a foreign species to a world that won't be able to sustain them. I hope Maze can forgive me that (even though I said cull not move.) I feel I was not emphatic enough for him to understand i meant to have them turned into rabbit stew. sigh well it can't be helped now that it has already happened. I shall remember to be clear and concise the next time i seek help.  Outside of those i don't really have much else to worry about.

They are skills granted by the system of Neo-genis, there isn't much else than that. If i had to say what they are they are my specific class skills so I can be a mage and great sage. but that is for later obviousely. But they are my arcane might. My hope for the future and my path to my ultimate goal of becoming a goddess (yes this is a new goal) I want to adventure and have fun and provide for my people. I look forward to what I manage to do in the future and I imagine it will be chaotic and weird.

Letter to my Future self tsuki I wish you luck in your endevours such that, life in Arcania will become prosperous and filled with mages, witches and beast folk and furries. and then spread that happiness to the players who deserve it the most.   ~<3

I believe that there are some forces at work that we don't understand. Do I believe in god not the Judeo-Christian one but certainly believe in Kami. But I'm not inherently religious. I'm just a casual observer, a hobbiest occultist. So I dabble a bit with magic and other spiritual knowledge. Honestly it's not much more than that really, I just wish magic were easier to verify and document in real life. Then I could isekai myself and explore the new world. Find a lover etc. sigh I am just rambling. I guess I believe in reincarnation or other similar things so I can start off as a girl properly that would be awesome. Not having to go through all that bullshit I had to, in order to be who I was supposed to be magic would definitely have made it easier for me and I could also help other people.

I am very flexible when it comes to my world view, you need to have that adaptability in the occult world because it's the world that is weird and chaotic. The game hasn't really changed my world view, but it's opened my eyes to the difficulties of noble life. Most people think it's just being rich and in charge, but it's also responsibility, bureaucracy, court intrigue and political marriage. Then there's management of the realm, it's a lot and I'm glad I can delegate it to my NPC subjects. Luckily I haven't had to have a firm hand or lay down the law personally. Another thing is I have to deal with protecting my realm, and go to war when my leige orders it. So far haven't had to deal with this. Also hopefully I can get my avatar fixed. I hope the future will show me great adventures, new meetings and a bright future.

There are quite a few players i see often, execute, maze, abigail has quickly gone up in prominance,

grogar the barbarian, not many more than that to be honest. most others are just one time. 

Execute is okay a bit standoffish for my taste. Maze has been a great help a solid ally, he has also settled in Arcania making his own workshop. Abigail is a tradegy, a sweet heart marred by cancer and other issues. I must protecc. Lorrn was a constant thorn in my side sigh, not only sabotaging me but also sabotaging his own npc organisation. what was going through that idiots mind as he killed himself trying to make himself out as the victim when he was very much the instigator of his own issues. 

goddess this is giving me a headache, would that I had more allies but for now this is who i have.  

The perfect room?  One where I can sit and read in peace beside a roaring fire place, with a consistent supply of tea. A place where I can learn, where I can write and a place where i can sleep comfortably. Perhaps a large outdoor bath with showers and an onsen there to soak my weary body. A place where I can cuddle with my family.  there are so many rooms that i would love, so many rooms I need. I doubt I will have any perfect rooms just yet. but it's a nice thought to have. Especially with magic involved a nice workshop, a castle fit for a queen. but that isn't now, now is the time to dream and to sally forth and procure it. 

Knowledge, intelligence is power. But the true power is the friends you make along your journey. Yes I am being corny. I am not exactly mortal anymore. It was my knowledge and my thirst for exploration that had brought me to this new form. But more than that it was necessity. This land of magic is my home now and I will need every mote of my wit and knowledge. To ensure the future of this land. 

But sometimes I wonder if the sacrifice is worth it or not? I left behind my family, my friends. My school. I wonder if they even miss me. Will my apotheosis help my people. I wonder if I should also invest in other area's like my physical abilities and my social skills. I think ultimately you need a balance of things sure specialize. but don't forget to hone your other skills. you'll regret it if you over specialize.

That I am still human at heart atleast, despite my new existance transcending that. To protect the innocent. To help those in need. I don't typically want to break them if possible. But I am not naive enough to think that I can keep thinking like that, I am not even human anymore. that ship sailed along with my mortal body.

At the moment though I don't think i need to change, hahaha despite already changing a lot and will continue to change will people hate me or will people love me. Will I be worshipped, will I be declared heretical. Will my power grow, will my influence grow. and will my moral remain the same for all time.

Only time will tell and I doubt it will tell me about these things, not yet atleast. Will history be kind or not.  Ah I am just rambling now these things don't matter. 

suggestion list:

vysach blacksmith song, it's a blacksmithing song that I really like, and there is something therputic about listening to a big yakuza bunny sing about making swords.

Danger Danger fzmz for this one, honestly it represents my life being in constant danger, wether or not it was self induced or not.

virtual witch phenomanom metamorphosis https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vj7Gmv7FC-0 this song represents my decent into loneliness and despair as I throw away my humanity and apparantly my real body. to protect the people I care about and how I am slowly but surely becoming less human and more monsterous.

Egzod & Maestro Chives - Royalty (Lyrics) ft. Neoni I mean this is basically just basically me joining royalty and becoming a queen after so much hardship. Plus is catchy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2hbKnXIa_c konkon beats this is a fun kitsune song, that warms my tired heart as I listen to a kawaii vtuber sing about fox noises and happy days. it's a bit of a refresh.

hiroyuki sawano god of ink/ hands up to the sky/ xu Honestly these three are interesting in their own right, Xu is represents my wishes to protect my people and how I want to fight for those who need someone to fight for them,  god of ink represents the building of my biome my country and having to play everyday (as I am trapped in this new world) and my new role in the world of neo-genis. hands up to the sky is honestly the smile hiding the pain song, I never wanted to be nobility, nor royalty. Sure I eventually wanted to become a god, but I missed out on the journey as it was just given to me. 

ghost data become god https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlMGo85AhGo

is obviously a little bgm with the theme of becoming a god this would have represented my journey to become a god, I mean in a way it still does but it feels like that lyric before the drop "Become god" was more of an order of my new mother.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTdEBLCnMvk eldharia aria it's a beautiful song.

Honestly, I don't think I have the means of ever retiring, I am immortal, I no longer technically live. I am a higher being, metaphysically. I will probably keep going. and I will out live everyone multiple times. I will survive long into eternity. I am a literal deus ex machina, one day I will return to the real world. or what ever the world i was in was. And It will not be a happy time for anyone. I wonder if there will be gods still when that happens will I be the only god. will I watch humanity die out and will another species evolve to replace humans, will they be scared, will they welcome me, will I awaken to a sci-fi world filled with impossible space ships and aliens harming humans. so many what ifs and certainly if my people need magic I will supply it, I will save them if need be. 

Honestly threatening my people is a big berserk button for me, as their queen and their demigoddess I must protect them especially when they can't do so for themselves. It would be great if nothing threatened my people but I am not so naive to think they are safe especially with drug dealers and foreign actors and Yensid who want to turn everything into a kid thing. Which as an adult is anathema, kids should have their own thing and people shouldn't force adult things to accomadate them.

Hypocrites people who act like myself or others are doing something, but proceed to do that thing themselves as if they didn't stanctimoniously castigate us for the same thing. It really grinds my gears when people do that. If you think something is wrong don't fucking do it yourself, and no just because your ideological opponant did it doesn't mean it's good to do the same to them. You don't actually hate what they do your just upset they did it to you and you want to do it yourself. except you try and wrap it up in a moral justification and fail miserably. 

sanctimony

similar to the above, someone acting righteous or holier than thou anger me very easily. especially if they are hypocrites and liars as well it makes me want to wring their neck. Don't like what I like, Don't agree with me fine but shut the fuck up trying to propagandize or moral grandstand like your better than me. You're not and you don't see me doing it to you over what you like. 

People who try and force their views on others. more a continuation of the above things, just leave me alone and stop trying to force your bullshit easily debunked stupidity as if you can't stand other oppinions existing at the same time as yours as if your threatened when I am leaving you alone. you can't help keep prodding at me and ruining my entertainment. 

people who unfairly exploit others, and by that I mean unfairly not mutual exploitation or consensual exploitation. I mean those that purposefully obscure things in contracts, that ruin peoples lives, the use of other people as ideological shields, or exploit ignorance and naivite. 

Honestly not alot I am an open book, if people ask I am more or less happy to answer so long as it isn't something that would cause issues for others. Other than that I am pretty happy to tell people things, maybe sometimes I say too much but I don't care if people get offending life's too short to get upset over. people just need to chill take a step back and just live and let live. 

If more people did that there would be less conflict, and more harmony. but too many people nowadays think they need to stick their nose where it doesn't belong especially those in politcal positions.  The world would be a better place if people just fucked off trying to tell others how to live and just did the bare minimum for a functioning society but nope, they can't do that. it's like they can't help but get involved like they can't just be happy to ignore things.