My ambition? Ah, it is the very core of my being, the fire that drives me forward. I strive for nothing less than transformation—true and utter metamorphosis into a Dragon. Not a mere mimicry or illusion, but a complete rebirth. You see, dragons are more than mere beasts of legend; they are ancient, timeless, and filled with an understanding that transcends mortality. To become one is to gain access to the deepest mysteries of existence, to master not only the arcane but the essence of life itself.
I seek knowledge beyond this fragile human shell—knowledge that stretches back to the dawn of time, to the very fabric of the cosmos. It is not simply power I seek, though power is a tool in my pursuit. No, I desire understanding. I wish to unravel the hidden threads of reality, to see as a Dragon sees, to know as they know. To be eternal.
How far would I go? To the very edges of sanity, to the brink of death itself. I have already sacrificed much—years of isolation, the comforts of a normal life, even my humanity in some ways. Killing? If necessary. Life is but a transient thing, a fleeting spark in the vastness of time. Should someone stand in the way of my goal, they are already dead in my eyes. Their death would merely be a formality.
As for my own life, I have no fear of death, for to risk death is to risk nothing at all in the pursuit of something far greater. If my path brings me to the threshold of the grave, so be it. I have dabbled in the arts that dance around death, explored rituals that brush the veil between life and the beyond. I would come as close as one could to the abyss and smile at it, for I know that what lies beyond may only serve to fuel my transformation.
To become a Dragon is to defy the chains of mortality, and I will stop at nothing to achieve it.
Yenna, the Alchemist
Yenna is the person I am closest to, though I use the term "close" loosely. She is a brilliant mind, a recluse like myself, whose mastery of alchemical arts complements my arcane pursuits. We have shared many nights trading knowledge and resources, delving into the mysteries of transmutation and transformation. She understands my ambition more than most, though I suspect she doesn’t fully trust it—or me. Yet, despite the guarded distance between us, there is a respect that binds us. She has provided me with the rarest of materials, and in return, I offer her insights she could never attain alone. Our relationship is one of calculated reliance, but in the darkest moments, she has been an ally I cannot deny.
Master Arvian, the Blind Seer
Once a mentor, now a shadow of the past. Master Arvian was the one who first recognized my potential within the Circle of Nine. He was a wise but rigid man, bound by tradition and a cautious approach to magic. When the Great Conjunction shattered the Circle, he was one of the few who survived, but at a great cost—he was blinded, both physically and spiritually. He now lives in seclusion, bitter and broken. Our last meeting ended in harsh words, with him condemning my quest to become a Dragon as madness. He believes I walk a path of destruction, but his warnings only strengthened my resolve. His fear of what lies beyond the limits of human knowledge holds him back, and I refuse to share his fate.
Krev, the Mercenary
Krev is not a friend, but a tool. He is a ruthless, pragmatic man who handles tasks I would rather not dirty my hands with—acquiring forbidden texts, silencing those who pry too closely into my affairs, and securing rare artifacts that are too dangerous for most to touch. He cares little for the reasons behind my requests, as long as the coin is right. There is no loyalty between us, only mutual benefit. Yet, his efficiency and discretion make him indispensable. Krev has seen enough of my work to know I am dangerous, and I suspect he fears me on some level, but his greed always outweighs his caution. He has served me well, though I know our partnership will one day reach its end—perhaps when my need for him has passed, or when he becomes a liability.
These three—Yenna, Arvian, and Krev—represent the spectrum of human interaction I still tolerate. They play their roles in my quest, willingly or not, but none can follow me to the heights I intend to reach.