renamon's Questionnaire

Boston, Massachusetts. America, I was born here, raised here. Where else would I love lol. My home is a three story old Victorian mansion with a basement. Off grid power, a garage. A female black American short hair cat, named Luna.  A beautiful four bed house, with a kitchen, large lounge, sizeable basement. Fire wood boiler, spacious attick. Honestly most people would assume the place is haunted or something. But no, it does have history but no murders or deaths that I am aware of. 

The house has a carpet floor and I got an office for where I can place all my documents and my computer and new vr headset.

Money, that silly thing, I don't have a lot, I don't think so at least. Shaking my head vigorously. What do I do with it? The same thing anyone does with it spend it on the necessities, niceties, luxuries and entertainment. I mean in our modern would the fact is no money equals a slow and painful, miserable death. As your body eats itself trying to keep you living. But I digress I guess I also get clothes and my nostalgic memorabilia, figures, anime, manga and light novels. Honestly western media couldn't write it's way out of a very wet paper bag. To focused on this woke nonsense, trying to instate communism a system that invites mediocrity. Money is still king.

I want to be a Digimon, a digital creature. A being that lives in the internet as we live in reality. So I chose my favourite Renamon. Best one from that tamers show. Granted I made some improvements TV y idiots would hate. But as I compromise I gave her a cute and sexy fit to cover the er upgrades. If I am going to be playing a fox girl Digimon then I am most definitely not being smoother and flatter than a ken doll no siree. So many games and western media are trying to gaslight us into hating women and sexy women just cause they can't handle looking at someone better looking than them, it's sad really bunch of sore losers.

Not a lot really, had a normal life, had a normal home and oh who am I kidding the internet is the most defining moment. I never would have found Digimon if I didn't have access to the internet, I never would have seen other anime and other Japanese media.  How it changed me it turned me into a nerd and a wee hehehe. It introduced me to mmorpg, it is funny really my life would be very boring without the internet and lots of different media, hahaha the internet has allowed people to connect and destroy the media narrative.

Lisa smith

A beautiful friend of mine, been together getting in trouble for years. Since childhood we have been joined at the hip. Despite her figure developing, I had no interest in her she was more like a sister than someone I could even think of dating. That is not to say I wouldn't give her a chance should she ever want to try.

Ben stein

Another friend a class mate from high school and through college, he would run d&d games before d&d went down hill, with that woke nonsense honestly the projection. Anyway getting off track, we don't spend much time together recently he's been getting awkward around me. In fact he's been getting more feminine, He isn't attracted to me is he? I mean he is cute. 

Mark grimm

Another high school friend that also played d&d with me and Ben kept to himself a lot.

My childhood isn't much to speak about, I lived with my parents. My Mother was a japanese gamer girl, and my dad was a major weeb. Most of my life was steeped in japanese culture despite us living in america. They changed their names when they were legally able to, my mother's legal name is Haru and dad took the name Akira. My real name? If you must know it's Rin because they didn't know my sex and gave me a gender nuetral name. 

I inherited more than a japanese name, I learnt japanese from a young age, not to mention my childhood was filled with age appropriate anime. subbed not dubbed. 

As for school I attended school as anyone would, though I had to deal with some bullying like any nerd or similar outcast. went to high school. took the japanese language exams. for now I am not going to illuminate it further. 

Nah I have never been in love, no crushes, no social life lol. Well that isn't entirely correct, I had some friends for whatever reason I attracted more female friends than I did male friends. But love wasn't on the cards, used to hang out talk about anime and manga and play dnd before it went down the toilet. As for why honestly I just wasn't interested in persuing a romance my mom was strict when it came to exams and studying, keeping my grades up. Plus I was very much an introvert my social circle was small. and to me that was fine I'd rather have more close quality friends than many questionable friends.

right now? probably my digivice, it holds the secret to my digivolution and other things that it does. honestly this thing is a life saver. I wish that I didn't need it but I do. if I lose it I can make another but that would be costly to me and I can't afford it at the moment. as it costs experience points in order for me to make it. Other than that I don't really have something prized, just some items I need like my ring. Maybe this will expand in the future but that is it for now. If I think of anything else I can just update it later maybe, shrug. Guh now I am just rambling about nothing, trying to fill out these journals is hard when your subject is so weak arrghhhh  fuck required limits maybe they should increase the exp you gain from doing these cause this is getting ridiculous.

A silly question, my typical morning is the utter embodiment of normal, wake up, wash myself, get dressed, cook breakfast and then eat breakfast. then I get into my neo-genis seat and log in to the game, where I then spend the day lazily lounging in my home hub, just hardly doing anything and maybe looking for a game, Honestly i don't have to do much. the world outside isn't worth getting ready for, the world in game is okay atleast. though I am still hesitant to celebrate just yet who knows when some asshole is going to come along and ruin our fun. either with censorship or degrading the quality of the game. sigh sometimes I wonder why I wake up at all. It is barely worth it as it is, lets hope that changes for the better soon. for now I'll just wait and keep gaming and hope that life doesn't devolve any further.

If I were going somewhere special, I would prepare buy organising the various things i would need, food, entertainment, locations, dinner table, invites and who would be seated where. I would wear something comfortable and beautiful. If i was going as renamon. smart casual if i were going as the real me. it would take me monthes or days if i was prepping it, hours if i was getting ready for something someone else was preparring. still wear the same, maybe put a bit more effort into it depending on what exactly the event would be. it's all very dependent on what I would be doing, then again i am not one for going out except maybe for family events. or really close friends otherwise i stay home. touching grass is for normies who aren't perpetually online. Maybe that'll change if i suddenly grow tits and become a woman. HAHAHA as if that would happen. 

Probably go out with family, invite them over, maybe just sit at home and laze about and read. I mean I don't usually celebrate the day all my problems started. XD but sure if i did it wouldn't be extravagant. wouldn't be ritzy. it'd just be me family and friends, hanging around joking eating kfc or something. Not much else to talk about really. though if i turn into my avatar from neo-genis it might end up being slightly more interesting. XD oh well it's just wishful thinking that it would be normal. perhaps I could get new clothes if i do change that would be worth celebrating new clothes for the girl. XD

Huh I well I thought I already wrote this so this is weird. but whatever, my greatest regret is that I never dated when I had the chance to, now that i stay inside, all the time. I am very lonely, i guess is my biggest regret that i have. the halls of my home are quiet. I guess i don't mind it as an introvert but i can't help but wonder what would be. would i end up joining neo-genis still, would I hate it. would i be happier. aarrgh there is no use in guessing. I am lost, I am scared, I am renamon. I shall discard this human form eventually I can feel it in my bones and it's likely that my future is one that will involve hiding, and maybe finding my own digidestined XD. Wouldn't that be interesting, being a partner with some kid when i give up my humanity. 

they are digital in nature as a digimon, they come from data, and some weird mix of mysticism. shrug, it's not something im granted, it's something I earn for myself. if only i didn't have to go through these games. Well for what they are worth i guess they can be interesting at the very least. It's something to pass the time, with my life being an abundance of free time and boredom. maybe I will find something new from all this stuff maybe my life will get even more interesting. sure i wont hold my breath though.  Anyway that's all for this one guys, this is just filler right now and I will keep doing it until I reach the lovely word count required because have run out of things to talk about and things to complain about what next do you think i can keep this up you bet.