Kudaya Deinat's Questionnaire

New York of all places, thought it'd be a nice place compared to every other state, friends told me it'd be fun they said, they told me it'd be fine they said, but I'll be damned once I saw how bad the apartments are in here, even worse when all i could find for jobs were either robberies or being paid less than a roach.

Found a lucky break and found myself a convenience store job that paid decently, too bad it didn't change the fact that the pay wasn't enough to get me up and running to a different state, so as far as I can tell I'm stuck in New York. The Traffick was bad enough to deal with so the way to work turned into a Morning jog, the apartment was a few blocks away from the job so it wasn't that much of a problem but It is annoying to deal with the whistle blowing gangsters from time to time.

The little home rut isn't anything special, low maintenance, if any maintenance at all cause the landlord ain't fixing jack with whatever Deposit I gave him. It's a little moist, I can't say that It wouldn't be showing mold anytime soon, assuming that there wasn't any that was growing in between the walls.

Convenience Store clerk, sounds like it'd be a garbage job with a garbage pay but the boss doesn't have that many employees and he himself couldn't be bothered to work the face front of customer service, it's not big but it's a modest pay that keeps me afloat and a little more loyal than most. He has a pet cat, the little guy keeps me company while I work the shift. I would say that the Shifts were slow but every now and then It would be busy day with just me alone, sometimes they don't wait for the change so I keep them as tips. A bunch of shady people going in and out of the store, I don't dare question anything that they do as long as it doesn't make this Job any harder. Fights do break out and It becomes my problem to sort and clean up the entire mess, I do feel bad for the boss sometimes but I guess that's how It is sometimes in NY.

While I don't live off Paycheck to Paycheck, it does help to keep a little list of what to spend and what to save, keeping at least a few hun' bills in hiding for a soggy day while everything else is spent on whatever I could think of. Beer, Snacks, Games, and most importantly Rent.

Ambition? First and foremost find a symbiote, forge a bond of sorts in the process, be it a few days or years if need be. Then start spreading them out, create a hybrid or some kind of new mutation from the symbiosis, It could be cool but personally. I just want to see it for the thrill of it, maybe to change up the ladder and shake up the chain of species superiority, hell If i knew how I would genetically modify a few peeps or so and make a monstrous amalgamation of Human and Symbiote, then again the consequences would catch up and put the mutation on me. Guess its worth the risk to find out how far I can go with this weird idea i had in my head, I'm already doing things in NY at the bottom of the damn barrel so to hell with it lets give it all we've got.

As long as I can go home and lie down on my mattress for a few more hours than usual, knowing that my curiosity is sated.

Defining event? Hm, how would I make sense of this out of all the things that happened to my life.
Probably my girlfriend dying a few weeks before graduating College, It was such a nice relationship, she was beautiful, made my life whole worth living.
5 years, 5 long worthwhile years that made my life the best I could be, but it was gone just cause some random guy decided to mug her and fill her with holes.

The autopsy came back that it were 3 bullets to her abdomen and 4 to her chest. It was dreadful sitting at the front of the graduation the day after they buried her, couldn't exactly walk with pride when the person I loved couldn't even see me up there. She would've said something great, something encouraging for my next step.

But I fumbled that step, I fumbled it far beyond that point now. Its how I ended up in New York, with a convenience store Job.