Aaron Ziegler's Questionnaire

I grew up in Berlin and spend basically most of my life there. As my parents met a year after the border fell they didn’t wait that long tu built up a family.

So growing up there was kinda fun tho, thousands and thousands of people moving here and gowing away, within is a certain way of anonymiy for a kid to stroll around and gather experiences.

Probably it was exactly this, the city gave me opportunity to make experiences no other city in this country would grant me. Even as an adult I could say this looking back on every hustle ich had in this town. 

I‘m thankful my parents raised me here and nowhere else

I work as a biology teacher most part of the week but my shedule is rather short, fortunately because I don´t really like kids anyways. They´re kinda loud the most times and as helpfull as a puppy in war. But at least the shool I work at is private and as a teacher you got some benefits like planning your own times, at least sometimes it is a bit flexible. But to be honest I have to say that some of them enjoy my lessons and that gives me the light at the end of the tunnel surviving this workdays. I more likely focus on the appointments i get from time to time, private business is more what I enjoy

I don´t fear death but I fear the path entering it, as I´ve seen to many times where people walked it and how embarassing it could be. My profession is to help them on this way and make it a multisensoric experience as it´s the last experience they have in their avatar before entering another world they should enjoy it. This life is a gift. I will give this present to everyone possible wheter they like it or not, they should be grateful for life to at least honor their next one a little more. As I am thankful for it due to learning it this way I know how hard it could be to accept but how much it´s probably worth to understand this

The one day this kids in school beat me up Tomas Schmidt and his bastards of friends and I got back home totally wasted, crying and dirty. As my dad asked me who this was and what happened I couldn´t really stand myself, I never wanted to embarris him or look weak in his eyes, so I just told him i fell besides the street and got a lil dirty. He didn´t even bother with discussing this becaus he knew what´s up as he gave me my first lesson in "self defense" this evening.

Long story short, I really smashed their asses, disfiguering each one of them at a time and never got caught, they don´t even tried to tell anyone coz they knew it wouldn´t be the last time then.

Tomas Schmidt my worst enemy in shool was the kid next door, he was as much a snob as his parents where living in the illusion to be something better he was the worst looser i´ve ever seen. So every time i beat him in boardgames or building sandcastles he´d just destroy my built or smash away the cards but the teachers always said it was my fault somehow...

But my parents where the best, mom was mostly at home or one could call her a tradwife, making the dishes and the laundry, always having nice food cooked and tasty things backed. So dad could go work most of the times and that there is someone who could care for me. I could always ask him for advice and when he was there he thaught me everything he knew and possibly could teach me. Otherwise sometimes he was gone for weeks as mom later told me he got jobs abroad.

Me myself attended at a private school, took me a few years to realize that my dad had a backgroud on eastern germany secret service and wanted to rais his kid better then the regular man, seems that he could afford it and that he didn´t want to live within the regular society. So my parents kinda isolated me, I just had this snob "friends" from school otherwise i hung alone playing in our backyard or in my room until i grew older and spend much time alone in the woods wanderin, sometimes hunting for joy. It was a really nice childhood as long as i remember, I didn´t had big worries or problems. Besides that annoying classmate and unfortunately a little too less time i could spend with my dad, even to he tried to reach me as often as he could do. My mum was just always there but i never felt like she could really understand me

I never felt romantic attraction as long as i remember, don´t get me wrong, there where some girl that i though where super hot but until today, with over 30 years of life experience I don´t really see the clue. Romantic relationships are more torture then some of the things i´ve seen in my life, the people behave like monsters sometimes. It just seems to be about who can absorbe the most energy out of  the most people in their lifetime, not about love, giving and sharing anymore and for me thats really not woth the stress. Im not waiting for but when there is a person someday that thinks like me i wouldn´t mind