I currently live in VA, though technically I was born in Utah..... I moved quite a bit back, and well, I sort of just live here out of wanting to help around the place. There's a lot of Judging, a lot of having to keep up personal appearances, but usually just being strong enough to lift up and move things around is enough to help at least be not thought of harshly.....
My Aunt helped me move here, and she had a house that she left to me.... its a nice place, green walls, bean bags, sound proof walls (good for ensuring my shouting doesn't get overheard) a great fridge, and amazing AC....
Well, mostly from lifting and Moving things... when you know how to lift with your legs, and can cary several hundred pounds of stuff, its not too hard to make a living....
jobs like house moving, deliveries, mail, they do need stuff to be moved, and with some good money saving techniques, I can get by with my finances.... sometimes it does get a bit rough, but I can make due... there's a surprising variety of Ramen out there ya know.... if you want a good deal on Headsets.... Offr does have a occasionally good deal every now and then!
Well......
For quite a bit, my "ambition" so to speak was to be the strongest, simply put..... Id chalk that up to a few different things... I didn't exactly have the best of influences intially, and that led to.... some serious mistakes that I still regret to this day..... and well, I did a lot of reflecting after one particular incident that made me realize that this isn't how I wanted to live this life.... so I went and did a LOT of introspection...
And well.... one of the things I want to sort of do, is maybe try and help those that are in the same situation as I was once in, show them that there IS a better way... and maybe that'll help with some of the guilt...
Not exactly the MOST dramatic event for some folk, but..... it was around my teen years when it had happened.... and well, it was sort of a accident. it was a cold winter, when I'd basically confronted someone about telling teachers about me cheatin on a really big test. it cost me a major grade and well... we were next to a cliff when I decided to punch em, and they were knocked back, off the cliff... It was in a isolated area, and I had worn gloves when I basically shoved them away... I still remember hearing that crunch as I ran like a bat out of hell.... I still don't know why I wasn't ever caught, but.........
Ill just end that line of thought there....