Vivian Crux's Questionnaire

1. What town or city do you live in? Why do you live there instead of anywhere else? Describe your home.

Link Answered before Vivian Crux's first Contract.

You shift in the night, your bed creaking as you think. Why were you here? What kept you in Tingen? Besides your job of course, was it, fear of the unknown?

Being scared of what may lay beyond the city? This place alone is already terrifying, the shadowed cheers of a forbidden crowd that beckoned you towards the shadows was a good reminder of that. Strangely enough, they went silent when in complete darkness like now, as if glad you were cloaked in darkness with no light to guide you back. This is, a..reasonable development.

You sigh, unable to sleep, scrambling for your lighter, you ignite the bedside candle, the small glow illuminating your room, a small work desk with a locking drawer that held your thoughts and studies, your closet that contained your clothing for your stage self. Something you have slowly grown to hate.

Another night of studying, you guessed, your performances had suffered a bit lately, but they were still well above the mark compared to the others. sitting down you lit your desk candle and blew out your bed candle, focusing on your studies as you tried to ignore the increasingly tangible hands that grasped at your mind.

2. How do you get your money right now? What do you spend it on?

Link Answered before Vivian Crux's first Contract.

Once more in your home, having just cleaned off your make-up, you sat at the kitchen table, alone and nursing a cup of coffee, the clock's monotone ticking providing you some small comfort.

Money was not a concern anymore, you were, strangely popular at your club, attracting nobles, the money was good, at least. You didn't particularly hate serving the nobles, even if they were stuck up, they weren't uncomfortable to be around for long periods of time. They even treated you to food occasionally.

Looking around your decent household, almost a luxury in this city, you faintly smiled, proud of your accomplishments so far.

3. Describe your Ambition. What are you striving for? How far would you go to achieve this? Would you kill for it? How close to death would you come for it?

Link Answered before Vivian Crux's first Contract.

A grand plan, you have. A simple idea in theory but, when expanded upon, it is a great endeavor that may span your life, for now. You want to expand your influence across the globe, become someone important, someone scary, someone in charge.

The shadows pull you in another direction however, they want you to join with them, promising fame and glory. The, temptation is there, but you fear what indulging might bring. you've heard of vague tall tales of people going mad.

Though, you fear, you might go mad with the route you are planning to forge. The people you may have to kill, the things you may have to do, you fear losing your sense of self but also know it may come naturally.

Beyonders, they are powerful beings, their potions may grant me the power i seek..

4. What was the most defining event of your life (before signing The Contract), and how did it change you?

Link Answered before Vivian Crux's first Contract.

Your most defining moment was, that notebook, you had found it while browsing a library, it was, open and you hadn't meant to look at it too closely, but when you saw it, you got latched onto it. With a quick swipe it was under your clothing, the..shadows weren't loud then, it was a quiet time, you felt almost peaceful, recalling it.

But beyond that point, everything began to deteriorate, you found yourself starting to devote yourself to your studies, and when the notebook was out of knowledge, you had found yourself thirsting for more, and more, and more, until you had read everything you found interesting, and it still didn't sate you, you are not sated.

5. Name and briefly describe three people in your life. One must be the person you are closest to.

Link Answered before Vivian Crux's first Contract.

You had, very few people in your life that properly mattered.

There was your boss, who you, didn't really care for, they merely used you as a tool, and you used them as such as well, it was a mutual gain, nothing important, nothing special ever came of it, sadly.

The nobles, they were your primary source of income and they helped get you started with sating your knowledge, even if you are still hungry for more, their connections are handy, to the point that you've considered becoming a personal dancer to a few when they offered, due to the power they hold. But you declined, it would be too restrictive for now.

your co-workers, people jealous of you, you understood why they would be, you attracted the nobles, and you had received a proper education, you didn't belong in this club, not in their eyes at least, they never did anything to hurt you, but they did exclude you, besides a few, who you had drinks with, very rarely.

6. How was your childhood? Who were your parents? What were they like? Did you attend school? If so, did you fit in? If not, why not?

Link Answered after Contract 1, Chained Lunatic

Your childhood was, simple, as far as you knew, you were raised by parents you could barely remember. went to school that was boring, it was all simple, nothing entertained you, nothing was interesting. It was basic knowledge on how to live. Maybe that's why you struggled sometimes, you missed something in school.

But, none of that mattered when compared to your reputation in school, known as the creepy girl, the one who shouldn't but hung out with, you were too serious, too manipulative, you didn't intend to be considered like that, but one of your webs was found, strings were pulled, and everything came tumbling down. So you stopped caring about them, stopped caring about many things.

But, eventually, you had found A calling, not one you particularly enjoyed. Dance. You were good at dancing, to the point your parents pushed you to make money using it, and so you did. It was boring work, boring, boring boring, all the way until your adult life. It was simple.

 

You were glad you had a much weirder life now, it felt more real.

7. Have you ever been in love? With who? What happened? If not, why not?

Link Answered after Contract 1, Chained Lunatic

You, have never felt in love, no one truly appeals to you, for now at least. You couldn't find it interesting enough, there was no spark to it, no one stuck out to you, you've tried dating, but nothing came of it, you hope you would find someone eventually, but you've made peace with the fact you would live a solitary love life, and that did not displease you, you would not be chained down by a lover. You would not be something to chain others down.

 

You fear a mundane life, you want excitement, danger, something, anything, you want to be useful.

8. What are your worst fears? Why?

Link Answered after Contract 2, Crescendo of a Puppet

The shadows are one of your worst fears, the way they taunt and tempt you, trying to drag you into the abyss. They seem ever deeper now, the temptation more real. You fear they are growing, infesting more of your brain, you've always known they were going to drag you into the abyss eventually. But you did not expect to become so close to the edge already, you were scared of it. Extremely glad that the church would be, helping you slowly, you hope. Niel had also stated something else concerning, the church might find you dangerous, extremely so.

 

Your other fear is, the eyelashless eyes, they have been following you, watching. Waiting, you've seen them a few times now, once in the ritual you attempted, once when you tried to speak about them, and behind Niel..Niel, what do they know?
He has to know something, anything, maybe he knows how you can get rid of them, or how to seal them away. The eyes made you weary, paranoid, and acknowledging the knowledge they whisper, it, it makes you fear losing yourself, because this power is real, its very real, but its dangerous, a forbidden fruit, you would need to learn to control this.

9. What is (are) your most prized possession(s)? What makes it (them) so special?

Link Answered after Contract 2, Crescendo of a Puppet

You do not have any particular possession of value to you, they were all 'valuable' but none of them stood out to you. You simply, shifted your fashion and possessions to fit the situation you were in. Though, you guessed, if you had to gauge what might be the most valuable to you, it would be the badge that rests above your breast pocket. It was, nice to have somewhere to properly belong, something you could call your own.

Sure your house was your own but, it was lonely, something you were okay with. But, the nighthawks, they brought a form of happiness with them, it felt nice to be with them, especially Niel and Royale, they made things feel like everything would be okay, despite the horrors of the world. You would protect them with all of your might, even if it led to a confrontation with them.

 

Niel was first, you needed to talk with him, he knew about the eyelashless eyes, he knew what they were, but dismissed them as a ritual. You needed to confront him on it.