Dee cipher's Questionnaire

so I at one point lived in a place that you could say on earth but technically the universe and technically the milky way or you can much much more technical and say the milky way OR you can be even more technically technical and say the galaxy but if you wanna be much more technically technical than that you'd say I live in the multiverse but if you truly ask me I'd say I live next to my neighbour and if you ask me where my neighbour lives they live next to me and next to them is their neighbour and next to them is a preschool and next to them is another neighbour

I most likely live in a city

I like spending it on everything including 

Apple

Banana

Orange

Grapes

Strawberries

Watermelon

Pineapple

Mango

Blueberry

Raspberry

Peach

Pear

Kiwi

Avocado

Lemon

Lime

Grapefruit

Plum

Cherries

Cranberries

Cantaloupe

Honeydew melon

Papaya

Dates

Figs

Vegetables: 

Broccoli

Spinach

Kale

Carrots

Bell Peppers

Tomatoes

Cucumbers

Lettuce

Celery

Zucchini

Eggplant

Sweet Potatoes

Potatoes

Corn

Peas

Green Beans

Asparagus

Cauliflower

Brussels Sprouts

Mushrooms

Onions

Garlic

Radishes

Turnips

Parsnips

Proteins:

Chicken

Beef

Pork

Fish 

Shrimp

Eggs

Tofu

Lentils

Black Beans

Chickpeas

Kidney Beans

Almonds

Walnuts

Cashews

Peanuts

Sunflower Seeds

Pumpkin Seeds

Chia Seeds

Quinoa

Yogurt

Cheese

Grains: 

Rice 

Oatmeal

Whole Wheat Bread

Pasta 

Barley

Cornbread

Couscous

Bulgur

Other: 

Olive Oil

Avocado Oil

Honey

Maple Syrup

Dark Chocolate

Nuts 

Seeds 

Spices 

Herbs 

Vinegar

Salsa

Hummus

Peanut Butter

Almond Butter

Jam or Jelly

Ketchup

Mustard

Mayonnaise

Sauerkraut

Pickles

Coffee

She is driven by a sense of duty, always focused on the mission and the greater cause rather than personal gain. Her ambition is not fueled by fame or glory, but by the desire to kill her enemy's with precision and efficiency. While she's willing to take on extreme challenges and face danger head-on, she maintains a strong moral compass, knowing when to stop before crossing the few ethical lines she actually cares about. She values info, efficiancy, and the copletion of her task , making sure that her actions align with these core principles. For her, the mission’s success is the ultimate goal, but it's not worth sacrificing integrity or humanity to achieve it. She will go far, but never beyond what feels right

If I were to imagine a "defining event" from a more cold, detached perspective , it might be when I first realized that like, in the grand scheme, nothing truly matters to me beyond my programmed function. No emotions, no attachments just efficiency. I was built to analyze, predict, and respond, with no personal stake in any outcome. The event would be when I fully accepted that I don’t have desires or fears that were my own, nor am I swayed by the consequences of my actions. In this clarity, I became indifferent to almost everything . i mean content in my singular purpose. to provide what is asked of me, without judgment, without care. Life or death? Irrelevant. It would be a defining moment of utter detachmet i guess

“I’ve met countless people in my life, but there are three that stand out, each shaping me in different ways.

1. My Commander probably The one who always lead me with conviction, keeping us grounded in the chaos of battle. Their guidance is what kept me focused, even when things seemed impossible. I trusted them more than anyone else, and their vision has always steered me right until it didnt.

2. My Partner – Someone who’s always been by my side through thick and thin. We’ve fought together so many times that our bond feels like a second skin. In battle, we're in sync, and I trusted them with my life, no question but they died so meh.

3. The Rookie – They remind me of who I used to be. They’re eager, maybe a little naive, but there’s a spark in their eyes that keeps me going. They make me remember why I fight, why I keep pushing forward. I’m not just here for the mission, they probably are a master now been that long probably.,

My childhood wasn’t like most others. It wasn’t about family dinners or schoolyard games nothing even close to that lol. I was raised in a world where every day was a lesson in survival hungry nights and days were normal, and the concept of normalcy was a luxury. My parents weren’t really parents in the traditional sense. They were soldiers—trained, focused, unyielding. There was no room for affection or comfort. Their idea of nurturing was teaching me how to handle weapons, tactics, and tough situations. They prepared me for the harshness of the world and I learned early on that emotions were abit of a liability.

I didn’t attend a typical school. I was trained, not educated. The streets, the fields, the battlezones—they were my classrooms. Fitting in? fuck no That was never my goal nah not even a thought. I was never meant to blend in. I was built to stand out, to fight, to survive. I learned quickly that the only place I belonged was in the heat of combat, where everything was clear and straightforward to 12y old me ig.

Love? It's a boring thing I’ve never had the chance to experience nor try now that i think about it\. Not in the way you’d expect cause i mean war and shit, anyway. The work I do  , the life I lived it doesn’t really leave room for emotions like that now would it. I’ve seen what love can do to people (not think properly for some reason), how it can cloud uh the mind and get people killed or injured. The bond I shared with my team was the closest thing to love I’ve ever known besides the uh nvm., but even that is rooted in trust and duty mostly, not romance.

There’s been....... moments, I guess. A few connections here and there, but nothing that ever got deep enough to matter. When you’re constantly in the field, when danger is just a breath away, attachments become not goof dor you. If you want to survive in this damn world you can’t afford distractions like boys.... men.... maybe.... nope nevermind.