Inmate 111089

Name : Richard Williams

Ethnicity : U.S.A

General Decription : Well build 5'11 (1.80cm) Caucasian Male

Age : 35

Sentence : Life Sentenced

Crime Commited : Crimes of War , Murder and Treason

Currently Serving at United States Penitentiary, Lee.

My name is Rick , this is my story and how i fucked up.

I didnt had a hard life but it wasnt easy ether.My parents werent rich not poor , I had no brothers or sisters but Growing up i had a best friend who was quite bright but he was also poor and the world prays on the poor. I kinda took an active role to look after him , i figure if he becomes famous in the future he will set me up too hehe.. His name was Mark Hillsman We were inceperable and also got in quite a lot of trouble. He was always the brains i was the brawns. After highschool he enrolled in University and i just skipped that and went to work with my father.Thats where i met her too my friends wife Mina.My father had a cafeteria small one not franchised i was the chasier she was a waitress.She was very cheerfull and always up in my business.Looking back maybe she was into me?Well it didnt matter once i introduced her to Mark he fell in love with her , i liked her too but looking back to it this was hands down the best decision of my life.Mark liked her so i backed down and since im behind bars at the moment she wouldnt have been happy with me.So right now that i mention it everyone want to know why im inprisoned well I AM the one who is telling that story so if found this journal sit down , shut up and wait up until i get there.Now where was i..

The three of us were quite close i will fast forward a bit to the point where Mark and Mina got married and then again when Mina was pregent and i became an uncle. Unfortunatly there was sad times too my father died a little after my 23 birthday. The cause of death was probably drinking since he always solved his troubles with boose yet another reason why i never touched the stuff.My mother and I kept working the cafeteria but it wasnt easy we had a small amount of regulars and at some point the income was less than the damage the thing was doing! Mark and Mina offered to help us up he was coming into some good money being a civil engenier and all but i knew i couldnt accept that he had to help his parents i couldnt take that money.

So i did what everyone with nowhere else to turn would do , I served my country. Look the pay is actualy rly good i was never too keen on it but i had some good friendships in the military and while working there it was enough to get my mother a confortable life. near my 28th or so birthday Mark was accepted in the military too , I have no idea why that fool joined the military he could have done so much better with himself. Apparently he was working doing contract work building random shit here and there for the Army but i suspect he wanted to join to look after me ... his biggest issue always was his big heart.

I will jump again at the moment that i was to be shiped in Iraq i was around 30 at that time.The things i saw there cant be described and i dont want to relieve them so i will just jump on our objective and what happened. We were just peacekeepers preaty much didnt do a lot more than that and at some point Mark also joined us to build among others a new base for our operations.There was unfortunatly a raid by an Iraqi terrorist group and even tho it was sort lived and didnt cause many casualtys Mark was one of them.I think even if this sounds selfish if i havent lost my friend i may have not been to where i am at the moment.

Ofcourse we couldnt let this go we lanched a counter attack and raided one of their bases.Now tell me what would u do if u were greefing yourself and found the people responsible for it? Ofcouse i killed them like dogs.That alone wouldnt have landed me here this things happen in wars but then i saw it. A whole Crate full of cash none has seen so far and was tacked away in the corner. This is the moment that what mark was warning me about always doing you know " act before thinking" , It would come back to bite me in the ass one day and that day was today.If you are caught stealing cash like this well this is bad , but do you know whats worst? Being caught stealing from your Superior who doesnt want to reprement you. Now you are someones bitch.

I was checking with Mina to see how she holds up and if she needs anything when my superior came to me.He said the time is now to pay back the little dept i had and if im good he will give me some of the cash too.

It was just me and three more men we got out during the night and had a meeting with some locals.I wasnt informed exactly what my role would have been he just told me to stay behind him and shut up and so i did.Thats how i found out that my Superior was trading intel and guns with the Iraqi terrorists.

And thats how now i was also excess to treason.We got back and i got a big pack of bucks for my "service" he said he will "use" me in the future too.That night i couldnt sleep i was never mister morality but that bastard was trading with the enemy!The enemy who was the cause of Marks death,

The next night i went to him i told him im not taking place into more of this shit and i will resign from the military.He tried to threatend me but i counter back saying i would reveal everything if he did anything so he just let it go.I should have seen this coming who would back down so fast with out a plan.Well he did had a plan actualy.I was forcefully woken up during the night and was subdued i was to be judged for Treason , Murder and War Crimes.

That asshole dumped everything into me in a nice bow.I dunno how he did it but he had video evidence of me trading with those Iraqi terrorist instead of himself , Murdering my collegues the ones who were on the take as me and lastly well me torturing those iraqi terrorists at the raid.

I was arrested on the spot but i wasnt trailed right away.First i was beaten quite hard and when my wounds would heal i was beaten again. I was tortured so they find out what information i sold and things like that.Let me tell you this one thing those sadist like to hear is "i dont know" never say that.

Eventualy i was visited by my superior , if i wasnt chained i would have killed him right away i swear. But when he talked i grew pale. I would never forget the next words he attered "You are in deep sit boy" and as he leaned into me he said " You should probably admit guilt and all the pain will go away and not you or anyone you love would have to be involved" . He saw me two pictures one of my mother and one of Mina holding my niece.

The next morning i confessed at a trial as the Traitor who sold his nation to the enemy started.

I was sented to life.My mother was weeping and Mina wouldnt look at me in the eye. I specialy remember a visit in prison when she accused me of betraying Mark and me being the reason why he die . I could say nothing .

I had fucked up due to 1 moment of stupidity

At my 31 years old birthday as i was awaiting my mother in prison she never came. I learn after i was contracted by a doctor that she had collapsed and had terminal Lung canser.She died 6 months after.I couldnt ofcourse attend her funeral i was informed by Mina and that was also the last time i ever saw her.

I think this events twisted me i start becoming more violent with my inmates to this point i was just depressed but now i was letting it out on others. There was many insidents where i was locked up on isolation for days.Eventualy they learned not to fuck with me.

4 Years passed and i finaly recieved connection with the outside world again and even tho i was broken mentaly i was still physicaly at my prime. This connection would be how i would turn my fucked up life around.