I've realized that if I'm to be more successful in these, I'm going to need to take shit more seriously.  I've decided to get a new smartphone and a decent data plan.  Might be able to actually investigate better on site. 

I've also decided to take this whole "contract" thing to the next level, and actively prepare for it all.  Mostly just relaxing and healing from my injuries, but also just general planning.  I'll see how much the harbinger can divulge, and just get a general plan before I even show up.  I'm hoping that I can actually be more useful than just an old guy that can distract a few people once and then pass out. 

Playing to my strengths is another piece to actually consider.  I'm not very physically strong, mentally smart, or overtly charismatic, but I have been given the great powers of observation and perception.  Looking for an angle and supporting those who are capable of completing everything needed.  Also just having those powerful allies is a great boon for each of these situations.  I'd like to think Zeke and Sin are two who would have my back in a pinch, but really I don't have anything to offer back to them.  Like I said, looking where my strengths are and playing for them are going to be essential for winning in these contracts and getting stronger.  I have to keep trying, I will complete my goal, the government WILL pay for all they've done, and the truths will come to light.